`memories`

9JuN2009............

Cycling to scool today......first time cycling to scool......

put so much sun block.....scare might get burn.....

in the morning it was nt tat bad....cos the sun is nt reallly tat hot yet......

start my journey around9am.....reached scool around9.15am....

nt to say too fast....not too slow.....jz normal......

is a good experience....i think i might cycle every Tuesday since i have onli 1class

tat day...n is a morning class.....shud exercise if nt spare tyre all out d....LOl...

then when goin back time.....the sun is out......so hot......but still ok la....

cos got sunblock......reached home around12sumthing.....eat n online.....

then have a nap lo.......

PART2........

been so disappointed.....thought tat someone gonna find me....in the end....

there is no sign of tat someone at all.....tat someone noe tat i miss him so much.....

n yet no sign of tat someone at all......sumtimes i been wondering izit worth it for me to put so

much effort to love someone so much....or am i jz a fool for doing so....

it is not easy to b wit someone.....am i doing the rite thing?!?am i choosin a correct partner?!?

izit rite for me to start a relationship?!?i am confused sumtimes.....tat someone said tat he is

being so sad cos i said tat we r nt meant to b together......but....the person tat is really in tears is

me.......im saying it....n im the one tat is hurt.....but tat someone doesnt know tat at all......

did tat someone really appreaciate all the things tat i do?!?wat tat someone act want from me?

alot of question mark in me!!!!am i loving the wrong guy?!?

he said he care bout me.....but hw much he really care bout me.....i really donno.....tears been

flowin all the time....but did he know tat.....tears been flowin n flowin......n im the onli one who

suffer......where r u when i need u the most?!?i might not b the most important gal in ur

heart....but u r always the first in my heart....when i sad or happy....the person i find is u.....but

u don feel my existence.....im so invisible in ur heart......juz wan to tell u tat i really love u.....

but if one day i cant take the pain anymore.....the relationship will b broken......really it will b

broken n no turning back.......although i know u won read it.....but......i have no others ways to

say it out but to blog it........T.T

-EnDz-