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23aUgUSt2009.........


being so depressed after come across a blog of someone........
make me realize that is time to let go....n not to think bout him anymore....
im sorry dear.....i admit i still cant forget him till nw......cant forget him nt bcos i love him....is because i feel geram on hw he treated me n his current gf....it make me feel so sad to c wat he had did for his current gf....im so stupid for loving a guy tat don really love me for almost two years.....been sacrify so much....n yet.....the way he treated me is so difference from the way he treated her......he can drive all the way from ipoh to kelantan jz to find her.....but cant drive to my house which is in the same city as him......i have done so much n yet he said im giving him trouble......trouble?!?i wonder......
and the blog of her....said sumthing bout me....i donno wat...cos i donno hw to read chinese.....n wat i noe is sumthing to do wit me.....the situation is like this......
i added her in msn.....n chatted wit her......i admit tat my purpose is to know their progress.....wat i got from her is tat.....he treated her 1000times better than how he treated me.....i keep on askin her ques bout their relationship.....im such a bitch rite?!?for doin so.....interrupt other ppl`s relationship......i donno y i did all tat stuff......
let them be ba.....i really gonna let go d.....tat`s the best way......i still think im a bitch for doin so......@@
below is the blog of her saying hw bitchy am i!!!!!!enjoy ba!!!!

前女友吃了豹子胆找上门！
qian nv you chi le bao zi dan zhao shang men !

我不懂她的用意何在.
wo bu dong ta de yong yi he zai.

对他念念不忘吗？嫉妒他对我的好吗?
dui ta nian nian bu wang ma? Ji du ta dui wo de hao ma?

不是已经有男朋友了吗？不是从同校的朋友打听我们的消息了吗？
Bu shi yi jing you nan peng you le ma? Bu shi cong tong xiao de peng you da ting wo men de xiao xi le ma?

笨女生，你还想知道些什么？
ben nv sheng, ni hai xiang zhi dao xie shen me?

当我下定决心和她聊时，我就准备兜着她吃不消。
Dang wo xia ding jue xin he ta liao shi, wo jiu zhun bei dou zhe ta chi bu xiao.

把自己说的多甜蜜多幸福，让她愤怒，嫉妒。
ba zi ji shuo de duo tian mi duo xing fu, rang ta fen nu, ji du.

对，我就是那么坏。
Dui, wo jiu shi na me huai.

谁叫她自己送上门？
shui jiao ta zi ji song shang men?

一开始就笨了，她来ADD我MSN，理由是RANDOMLY ADD。
Yi kai shi jiu ben le, ta lai ADD wo MSN , li you shi RANDOMLY ADD.

世界上未免有那么巧的事？这么容易中前男友的现任女友。
Shi jie shang wei mian you na me qiao de shi? Zhe me rong yi zhong qian nan you de xian ren nv you.


真实白痴妹一个。
Zhen shi bai chi mei yi ge.

然后就试探我是不是随便认识男生的女生。
Ran hou jiu shi tan wo shi bu shi sui bian ren shi nan sheng de nv sheng.


拜托，我才不像她一遇到有钱有车又有房的男生就吵着要分手。
bai tuo, wo cai bu xiang ta yi yu dao you qian you che you you fang de nan sheng jiu chao zhe yao fen shou.

过后就不断地问关于我和他的事，她说她很喜欢听别人的爱情故事，连别人的爸妈都问起了呢。
guo hou jiu bu duan di wen guan yu wo he ta de shi, ta shuo ta hen xi huan ting bie ren de ai qing gu shi, lian bie ren de ba ma dou wen qi le ne.

我可不是省油的灯。
Wo ke bu shi sheng you de deng.

我把恋情说的多么美好，多么甜蜜，多么幸福。
Wo ba lian qing shuo de duo me mei hao, duo me tian mi, duo me xing fu.

最后一招，黄爱金教的，把我们的合照放上去，气死她。
Zui hou yi zhao, huang ai jin jiao de, ba wo men de he zhao fang shang qu, qi si ta.


听他说过他们之间的故事，关于她的为人。
Ting ta shuo guo ta men zhi jian de gu shi, guan yu ta de wei ren.

她是个贪慕虚荣的女生，时不时拿其他男生来闹分手的女生。
Ta shi ge tan mu xu rong de nv sheng, shi bu shi na qi ta nan sheng lai nao fen shou de nv sheng.

以前的他单纯，以为终于有人珍惜他，结果踩到烂泥。
Yi qian de ta dan chun, yi wei zhong yu you ren zhen xi ta, jie guo cai dao lan ni.

分手是她提的，结果他下定决心和她分手后就像他辜负了她，欺骗她。
Fen shou shi ta ti de, jie guo ta xia ding jue xin he ta fen shou hou jiu xiang ta gu fu le ta, qi pian ta.

在BLOG里颠倒是非，他被动说成主动，跟朋友诉说他对她几差劲，还从同一间大学的朋友打听我们的消息。
Zai BLOG li dian dao shi fei, ta bei dong shuo cheng zhu dong, gen peng you su shuo ta dui ta ji cha jing, hai cong tong yi jian da xue de peng you da ting wo men de xiao xi.


小妹妹，他又不是你第一个男朋友，你为什么要那么执著？
Xiao mei mei, ta you bu shi ni di yi ge nan peng you, ni wei shen me yao na me zhi zhuo ?

也对啦，像他那么好的男生，曾经的你被捧上天堂，一时间又把自己甩下地狱，情何以堪？
Ye dui la, xiang ta na me hao de nan sheng, ceng jing de ni bei peng shang tian tang, yi shi jian you ba zi ji shuai xia di yu, qing he yi kan?

分手嘛，当然是男生的错，你们之间所有的甜蜜都变成一堆粪，引来你和你的苍蝇朋友在这堆粪上缠绕！
Fen shou ma, dang ran shi nan sheng de cuo, ni men zhi qian suo you de tian mi dou bian cheng yi dui fen, yin lai ni he ni de cang ying peng you zai zhe dui fen shang chan rao!

我说，小妹妹，不小了，二十一岁了，为什么心智还那么不成熟？
Wo shuo, xiao mei mei, bu xiao le, er shi yi sui le, wei shen me xin zhi hai na me bu cheng shou?


这么做你会开心吗？难道你心理不平衡？
Zhe me zuo ni hui kai xin ma? Nan dao ni xin li bu ping heng?
那就不要读心理学啊，只会浪费你的青春你爸妈的金钱。
Na jiu bu yao du xin li xue a, zhi hui lang fei ni de qing chun ni ba ma de jin qian.


还是找个比现在更有钱的金龟婿嫁掉算了。
Hai shi zhao ge bi xian zai geng you qian de jin gui xu jia diao suan le.

想要试探我？把心理战术学好再说吧。
Xiang yao shi tan wo? Ba xin li zhan shu xue hao zai shuo ba.

这是我今年遇到最荒谬的事。
Zhe shi wo jin nian yu dao zui huang miu de shi.

希望衰神瘟神不会再找上我，本小姐不好惹为这种事动肝火，真是不值得啊
Xi wang shuai shen wen shen bu hui zai zhao shang wo, ben xiao jie bu hao re wei zhe zhong shi dong gan huo, zhen shi bu zhi de a.

bitchy me!!!!
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